I wanted to post this video a day sooner, but the heat is making my brain glitch out. I had to wait for the evening to cool down and put my thoughts together. 😅

Anyway, in short, I put Luke on the leash and made him eat me out. Last time he was having my full attention, when I was doign my best to reward him with my gentle touches all over his oiled dick. So, I thought it was only fair he returned the favor. Which got me thinking … do I prefer getting favors or giving orders?

I don’t think I would be truly happy without either of them. Let me take a step back and explain a thing or two. I was never a brat tamer. I can dispense a punishment when I feel it has a purpose, or at least I’ve learned how to do it and enjoy it. But overall, I prefer my submissive to be obedient. People sometimes mistake obedient and submissive with passive. And Luke certainly can take initiative. Of course, within limits, as there are many things he isn’t allowed without asking, but he can get me flowers, or dinner, or do chores for me. 🥰 Point is, I like it when he tries to impress me, when he’s thining about what makes me happy, or what I need. It makes me feel worth it. It’s simply nice to be pleasantly surprised, and I think submissives are in a unique position for it, because their favors are assumed not to be returned, at least not in a conventional sense 😈 so it doesn’t feel like a hidden barter.

But while I love getting attention and favors, too much of that would make me feel like I am the pet.

And that’s exactly the other part of that. I can’t stress enough how much I love that I am not dependent on what he notices or gives me. I appreciate him trying, no doubt. But there is no substitute for grabbing a leash, snapping it on his collar, and pulling his head between my legs. 🥵 I know he would probably do it at any chance I would give him. But it just has a different feel to it. I am not giving him a chance; I am giving him an order. 😈 And while getting spoiled is making me all giddy, ordering him around is making me feel powerful. Interestingly, I find the feeling mix between calming and exciting, which I didn’t knew could occupy the same emotional space. Having power over him is arousing, it’s sexy and hot. But at the same time, it means I don’t need to rely on circumstances. If I want oral, I just lift the skirt and push his head down. 🥵😈

Anyway, I love both. But this time, I was clearly in the mood to order myself exactly what I wanted. And my good boy gave me exactly that. I loved having his tongue all over my pussy, while I heard him dragging the chastity cage on the floor. Made me come so hard that I was flushing all over my chest. 🤭